it's weird

find out yesterday that there is yet another part of my one final assignment, a demo with the prof. now, wouldn't you mention that in a bit more detail throughout the semester, rather than say, a week before said demo? at first i had felt bad for the bad (ok, mediocre really) review i had given the prof. because they are nice i guess, but as soon as this happened, i thought, good, glad i didn't mark up your evaluation.

off to work today after picking up the 300000000 items the library is holding for me. i guess at least i pick them up, even if sometimes they suck so terribly that i immediately return them? right??? i'm not a bad person, right????

sheep and wool is coming up fast. i don't really have a place to stay since i won't have a car, but i guess i'll just have to figure that all out.

i have been feeling melancholy (mainly in the reflective and pensive way) lately, why, i don't know. anyway, i had a realization that i have been listening to bitter friend/ lover songs lately pretty much exclusively (note: see positively 4th street post). another song that is in heavy rotation is it's a hit by we are scientists. no one who reads this is abandoning me, don't worry. i don't even know if it's a real feeling or a paranoia? you know? also, there's this mix tape from tinymixtapes that i connected with for some reason (** aside from that creepy last part...... )

gots to run.