mark your calendars

so june first will be "the day". most of the people who read this know what i am talking about, and if you don't sorry, but june 1st will be when you find out- i can't take the chance of those who are less informed about the situation finding out. you know when you are forced to keep a secret for a long time how it begins to weigh on you? i certainly now know the feeling. i have crazy dreams about this stuff. urgh. a few people who know the news have asked me to divulge the news when they are not around, etc. people, i have been holding back on this for literally months, i cannot spare one additional day or a week. urgh. i can't wait until i can even say the name of the news on this blog and can quit writing like a pretentious jerk who writes things in code.
what else, this weekend is the holiday weekend, i will be staying in town. i am tired of driving and travelling and just want to lay around. i have DiG coming from netflix and the first season of scrubs, so that's all good. perfect things to watch on the weekend. also, i am getting a laptop (you know for the thing related to the news...) so i need to research this weekend (it's all so confusing and seems all the same to me, i don't know). also, i plan on making this list of things i need to do before the fall, you know fun things that i won't be able to do after the fall, this is one of them. i am especially psyched to see this.
oh, and i want to start the tank top, now that i have finished the swatch and it was perfect!

finally today, there is some sunshine, it's been terrible and raining the past few days, so even i can say the sun is welcome back.