how did it get this bad?

i feel like one of those people who suddenly realized that they are drug addicts, but not really at all. the truth about my situation is that i have a terribly messy apartment. i would post pictures, but really i am not as brave/ ready to show the madness to the world like michele did. so i have been back what, two and a half weeks, from california and is my suitcase (at least it's mostly empty...) is STILL sitting in the hallway. along with rejected clothes which i thought i would take/ wear on vaca and never did, nor did i put them away. the sad thing is that the little tasks involved in cleaning the apartment (cleaning the toilet, putting cds away...) i can handle, yet things like putting clothes away, i cannot take, sometimes i will even put clothes away for just a few minutes and then i decide i NEED to blog about the experience.... hmm.
so yeah, i need to put clothes away and do a total clean up of the apartment. i did do the summer clothes switch and will cart the winter clothes up to PA next time i go.

also, i have decided as i have about 3 cds in my bedroom at present, i will continuously listen to the stills rememberese ep which contains a whole 4 songs (which actually is only 3 song b/c one is a mix of one of the other songs...) maybe this is a sick sort of tourture.
it should be noted that if i made you a copy of the stills cd and maybe you haven't listened to it yet, you should b/c it's amazing, each time i listen to logic will break your heart i can't even believe how great that cd is. i brought it back into rotation on the way home from worky yesterday and it made me so happy. i repeated it again today....

maybe i need to stop writing this stupid entry and put my clothes away....